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I would like to say I am still a productive member of society, but, illnesses happen. Once upon a time ago, I was a finance manager for Harrah's and the Isle of Capri Casino's.
The main thing on my 'bucket list' is to get approved for a mortgage. I truly believe I could die in peace knowing I had my entire family together. I want to leave them with happy memories in a home they will come to live in a long time after I am gone. Heaven forbid I leave them with the knowledge of paper work, disputes with EX (both of them) and Fico scores in this cramped 2 bedroom apartment.
The worst issue we face, is not being able to have DH's two boys live with us. They are 5 and 6. His aunt and uncle went for temporary custody while he was deployed in Iraq 2004-2005, before we were married. So far, I see nothing temporary about it. These children act like they are in their 20's. I am all for rules and discipline, but these are very young boys who are not allowed to be children. Their mom abandoned them when they were 1 and 2. We are not allowed to have them spend the night or to go places with them alone. We can only see them at church or at their house on INVITATION only. They are not allowed to discuss what their father does for a living. It makes my blood boil to give them army toys to only have them tossed in the trash. My husband is proud to serve our country, but it is spoken about in hushed, secret tones by his children, behind his aunt and uncle's back of course.
Good news is, thanks to this forum, I have learned what needs to be fixed credit wise to solve the housing issue. I recently sent an email to the loan officer who we were working with last summer to see what kind of scores we now needed due to the banks taking a poop. He asked if he could re-run our credit. I said sure. We just signed disclosuers yesterday and faxed them back to go to underwriting. The pre-approval is a FHA 30 year fixed at 6.75%. We can live with that! Now, we will find out the first part of next week if we are indeed approved. I sure hope so since we have been waiting to tell his aunt and uncle to go pound sand!
So, if we are sucessful, I should have so much less stress. I know I have alot of free time on my hands now, but am really looking forward to being a full time 'mom' to 2 little boys who have more energy than I ever remembered having. To be able to re-unite them with their father after all this time would be the greatest gift I could ever receive. That alone, would be stress relief. Then when my time comes to go, I will leave DH with his children. He will need someone to be there and I am sure they will be just the thing to help him get by. I can only imagine if I were to die now. It's something I truly don't like to think about. So, say a prayer, cross your fingers, legs, toes and hope our loan goes through.
Now, I am off to do my other favorite past time other than to read here. Some on-line Texas hold em!