Scottwagnon, I'm so very sorry to hear about the loss of your friend and cherished member of your family.
Timmy will always be with you, in your heart.
I don't know if this will help ease the pain for you, but it has for me when suffering the loss of a four-legged friend. I pull out some pictures of the goofy things he did, and remember the goofy things he did that we don't have pictures of. I remember all of the joy he has given to us, and try not to dwell on the heartache of losing him.
Again, I'm so sorry for your loss, and I understand what you're feeling right now, as does anyone who has lost a dear pet.
i am brimming with regret, because i could have saved him. i was so close to sending him to the vet to treat him, but a list of misunderstandings, and line of circumstances occured that i was not able to save him. i feel so awful about this. timmy loved me so dearly, and i loved him as much. Timmy died of UTI sadly.
Sorry to hear about your loss,our furry friends bring us so much joy and amusement, you have my condolence.