Don't be so hard on yourself. I also filed an was discharged from BK in October 2011. I was denied Barclay in June 2012 because I had no revolving credit after BK. So I waited 6 months as per the many forums stated and applied again last week and was approved. It will take time. Did you try the recon #. Thats what I had to do because I learn that the amount I applied for $3000 was denied, but on recon they approved me for $2000. 

Filed BK 04/2011|BK Discharged 08/2011|Hard Pull I 12/05/2012 |

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Starting Score: EQ 523 03/2012
Current Score: EQ 649 I TU 655 (02/2013) EX 672(01/2013)
Goal Score: 700 on all CR's 04/2013