Ok.... I checked NSLDS.ed.gov..... and now I'm really lost.  The numbers I'm seeing on here don't seem to gel with the numbers I'm used to seeing on my CR.  I know they won't be exactly the same because of interest, fees, etc.  I'm showing 5 loans disbursed over the course of 3 years.  Is there anywhere that makes it clear exactly what I've borrow??  And how that connects to the money I now owe??