You know, I am so greatful to God for everything that he has blessed me with, especially my family. All last year we suffered financially trying to survive and I mean literally survive with just the basics that we needed. We had no Christmas and my new granddaughter was here and we had nothing, no tree, no gifts, no money but we had love and each other. It was the grace of God that we made the mtg payments last year and didn't get put out or go into foreclosure. Believe me, I was ready to walk away and leave the house empty. Somehow, we have made it this far, thank God, and we can only continue to persevere and push forward and not look back, if only for a learning experience.