Take a look at my sig, we're in essentially the same numeric "place."
I've decided to be ecstatic about having taken control of what was controlling me. It has given me back power that I allowed to be taken from me for a long time. It didn't happen overnight and it won't be fixed overnight. I rail at being on the self-imposed austerity plan; but it is the right thing. I could kick myself for being too scared to look at my scores for the past four years. I could beat myself up at least once daily for the LAST stupid late that happened on February 15th. But what good does it do?
What I decided on February 16th when I pulled my scores the first time is: This is a financial twelve step plan. MV's rather humorous "With Apologies to Alcoholics Anonymous" is tongue-in-cheek but oh, so appropos.
Be gentle on yourself and let time work its wonders (grin)....
YMMV,
atlast..
Ficos 2/17/08: TU 551 EQ 534 EX 587
Ficos 2/12/09 TU 695 EQ 715 EX 715
Fico...4/15/10....drumroll.....EQ 743